Why couldn't I just tell you what I was feeling? I feel so stupid for allowing the silence to become so thick that it nearly choked the life from both of us. I should have told you how much I've been missing you . I should have told you that every few minutes I'd been checking my phone hoping that there would be a text message from you , or something to let me know that you'd been thinking about me too. I hid my feelings like a coward. I hid my feelings because I didn't want you to feel that this distance was too much for me to handle. I didn't want my emotions to cause you to feel pressured.....none of what happened during that akward phone call was my intent. Have I ruined things? Damn these insecurities! Damn them all to Hell!!!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
The Possibility Of Us
Why couldn't I just tell you what I was feeling? I feel so stupid for allowing the silence to become so thick that it nearly choked the life from both of us. I should have told you how much I've been missing you . I should have told you that every few minutes I'd been checking my phone hoping that there would be a text message from you , or something to let me know that you'd been thinking about me too. I hid my feelings like a coward. I hid my feelings because I didn't want you to feel that this distance was too much for me to handle. I didn't want my emotions to cause you to feel pressured.....none of what happened during that akward phone call was my intent. Have I ruined things? Damn these insecurities! Damn them all to Hell!!!
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