Day One:

I decided that I should write down my feelings as a way to cope with you not being here. I never could have imagined that I’d be feeling this way so soon. I know that we discussed the complexities and hardships that we would face trying to maintain a long distance relationship…I just never thought the enormity of it all would come crashing down upon me so fast. It was so hard to watch you drive away last night. I tried so hard to stifle my tears, obviously I am not that strong. You warned me that this was only the beginning, and that things would only get harder. I would trade away all my possessions just to feel your arms around me right now. Your sweet kisses, your laughter they have all been reduced- even if only temporarily- to a few text messages and couple of impromptu phone calls. How will I ever get through this? I am truly missing you.